Are you waiting for me somewhere?
Will I ever see you again?
The pain of losing you pierces my soul and the anger and bitterness spews out, ruining everything.
I hate myself sometimes.
I hate that you are dead.
I hate that there is nothing that will change that fact.
I hate that I have to feel this way every single day, digging my way through the darkness and the sadness.
Who wants to be me...?
It`s Over
Angels will carry you home tonight,
I cannot carry you now.
Love you have taught me the meaning of life,
But you are leaving me now.
Take me too, Oh God where are you?
And I can’t believe it’s over, it’s over, it’s over.
It’s torture to breathe, now it’s over, it’s over, it’s over.
Spare me your reasons and don’t tell me lies,
All things aren’t better with time.
How can a heart hurt as badly as mine,
And still go on beating inside?
Take me too, It’s not me without you.
Please, Please, I don’t know what else to say.
Please, Please, don’t take my sunshine away.
(Lyrics by Kendall Payne)
Here is another blog written by a Mom who lost her little boy to cancer....her words in this post are right on point. Can you try to understand? Please....!
