Pills in all shapes and sizes.
Adverse effects scream out from every bottle.
Pills for nausea, pills for pain.
Pills for every occasion.
Pharmaceutical salvation from a living hell.
So many pills that a bag is required to carry them all.
Here is your "blue bag" they say,
and thus, the damned are separated from the living.
Pills to swallow on precise timetables.
The bitter taste burns the tongue and sears the throat.
Pills that were supposed to heal,
Instead they tortured and killed.
Bottles of magic gone rogue.
Someone switched the potions.
Round and oblong in
Toxins spilling out.
Damaging my sweet boy,
Stealing him from me.
Now the bitter pill is mine.
It is caught in my throat.
I am choking on the pain.
I cannot breathe.
How many can I swallow?
bigD © 2011

3 comments:
Dearest Diane,
I am so sorry for your pain. The torture you have endured is almost to much to bear. But you must be a warrior, because Nick was one, and he had to learn that from someone. I am just hoping you find some peace. You deserve it. Life will never be the same, but hang in there and fight to live life, just like Nick did.
Peace,
Mary E.
A very powerful poem. Thank you for sharing it.
100 percent true. So sad, but true. :( I agree with Hockeychic. This is a very powerful poem!!
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